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12/23/12
00:29
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Deposits
01:40
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I'm not just some arrogant doe-eyed novice
I got skeletons in my closet
I ain't interested in your wallet
I need validation deposits
My work ethic is made of iron
Everybody wanna know where I got it
Papa was an alien and mama still a shaman
Who woulda knew 2+2= goddess or glamorous or priestess or magical girl?
Either way you say it I'm still changin' the world
Say it how you wanna! I'm still scared of myself
But I don't need help! I'm doing fine! Just swell! It's
Not your business... (Not just some)
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8/24/12
00:36
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Poppin'
02:38
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My scars is popping' today
Thin lines in the summertime come out to play
Reminds me of times when I tussled with blades
When I wrestled with shame
Love affair with the pain
I think I saw my soul today, but that's not what I came to say.
The walls around my psyche compartmentalize my inner pain
It's not my place to show my hurt and interrupt your day
I know my place! I know my face should smile when you walk my way
Don't talk to me!
Nigga can't you see I got my headphones in for a fuckin' reason
My mp3 keeps on repeatin'
Pumped Up Kicks- Foster The People
I don't really wanna shoot nobody.
I don't even think I'm suicidal.
I just wanna be out my body
I just wanna look cute and Godly
I just wanna impress my mommy; she spawned me and told me the father was watching
So I better walk in my calling.
Stepped out on a limb now I'm falling into the deepest and stillest of waters
We all just sheep to the slaughter.
I want that smoke, yeah, I want all them problems
Can't see myself without 'em
I bought a pack of razorblades I'm saving them for rainy days
It feels like breathing feathers while submerged in liquid serenade
I gave my skin the sin it craved, then locked my door to scream for days
Am I still beautiful all bundled in this stupid cage?
I guess I can't communicate what happened without feeling like I'm throwing up my wedding ring or throwing up my birthday cake
And ya'll just can't relate...
I'd rather my smile be fake..
Than have to showy all my pain..
My scars is popping' today
Thin lines in the summertime come out to play
Reminds me of times when I tussled with blades
When I wrestled with shame
Love affair with the pain
My scars is popping' today
Thin lines in the summertime come out to play
Reminds me I've seen the other side of the game
I can win if I play
Take it day after day...
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Kiss & Tell
02:46
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Did I ever tell ya'll about that one time with that one guy?
No, Not that one. No this is a different one!
So I was feeling' really tired of actin' high and mighty
I just wanted to catch a body
And this cutie came in perfect timing
He picked me up in his new Bugatti, and took my V-Card in the back right next to his carseat
Wild! So crazy! And So Exciting!
I risked my life to craft a storyline that looked enticing
I was a character in my own movie rated-R
What did it matter I was offering my should for tying?
Over exposed.
I'm overexposed! I'm overexposed!
I can't see the lines dividing the road
I wanna be loved; I feel like a ho
And I know he know, so after we fuck I give him the cold shoulder
If I keep my cards on the table face down he'll be begging me just to flip one over
Worship me!
Pine for me; die for me; give me world two times over
Adoration; endless patience; that makes my risk much lower
It would never be a man to put a ring on my hand. I don't trust the way they're socialized to see me as a kickstand
Or the way they fetishize every singe way of life
Just because a bitch is Bi, I gotta want a threesome, right?
I don't like the way they rape us; shoot up schools and then degrade us
How they swallow up emotions 'til they damn near overtake them
I need softness! I need curves! I need sugar on my words!
I need to see some kitties bouncing' when you gettin' on my nerves
And I know that I hurt several fellas in the process
I'm not completely heartless!
At least I can acknowledge my part
Now we're parted never to return.
But I won't forget the things I learned
Let's see... there was..
Manny
Tyler
Evan
That Guy With The Nice Truck
Kendall
Slim
World of Warcraft Guy
The 1st threeesome
The 2nd threesome
Skater Guy
Choir Boy
And That Jamaican Guy in China
Bussit to the 10th degree; don't know me from a hill of beans
But when you slide into me I feel like I'm in charge of me!
Tryna break the law and see if I can test authority
Step outside the boxes drawn around me by society
I'mma be the one to beat
I'mma be the one to cheat
This race doesn't end 'til you get pregnant or get STD
I just thank the lord that he saw fit to keep protecting me
While I tried to fuckaway what my big cousins did to me
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12/7/2014
00:46
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7. |
Fairytale
04:54
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This shit ain't no fairytale
If you want me you want everything that entails
I don't have the choice to fail
Ya'll go get the bag and be sad, lookin' wack as hell
So I'm apple pie in the sky
I'm practicing for when I die 'cause it's all rebirth
This shit ain't no fairytale
If you want me you want everything that entails
I gave you the coupon discount code; You got the new member sale
Now you in my isles you driving' me wild; fuck me on the counter next to the Kale
Now we gettin' tired of mopping' the tile and all of the produce is gettin' stale
And all these promotions don't really help
Now we putting' emotion back on the shelf
And everything cold like a TV dinner
Frozen peas over my splinters
I'm just hither and you thither
It's cool lil' daddy just drop me the addy I'll be in the parking lot when you get off
Let's make like the cause and go and get lost
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair
I got splinters from the places where it's then up and it's bare
People see me with my crystals and my gauges in my ears
And they think all of my pink clothes mean I'm living with no fear?
Shit...
But I'm leaving with what I came here for, now watch sayin'?
I'm leaving with what I cam here for.. (That's young boy)
This shit ain't no fairytale
If you want me you want everything that entails
I don't have the choice to fail
Ya'll go get the bag and be sad, lookin' wack as hell
So I'm apple pie in the sky
I'm practicing for when I die 'cause it's all rebirth
Milk it for what it's worth
This shit ain't no fairytale
You pay for your numbers to swell.
The whistles! The bells!
But I never seen likes pay water or lights. You gotta convert the sales
And ain't no glass slipper gone take you there
Label drops happen over 90%. Think of that!
That's batshit! Fuck a contract if I cannot keep my percent and say what I meant and I meant what I said!
I am hip hop with these bows in my head
I am the dream that my ancestors had
Crisp like the crease in your granddaddy pants
I am not special; My ego is dead
Just like the Christ how he hung and he bled
I'll sacrifice so that love with prevail
I'll bring new life from my personal hell
Life for me ain't been no crystal stair
I got splinters from the places where it's then up and it's bare
I'm still run-in' round in circles I'm just on a higher tier
Gather 'round. children, and I will tell you a tale of origin, hardship, and triumph
Yes, Yes, that's it! Pay very close attention, now.
For the path of the Mahou Shoujo could also be yours.
Long ago, but not so long as it seems
A man made of stars met a woman of dreams
They had many children, but it was the first born who would rise a a queen amongst the wheat and the corn
She watched the clouds pass; she sat very still and heard God speak
It strengthened her will
Her childhood home was burned and reclaimed
Her father left his body, leaving only his name
Her mother stayed close, but the child flew free to step into the world and see what she could see!
She witnessed the system strip her people of joy, and yet there was hope in the young girls and boys
She saw magic happen in every transaction
From chemical change to emotional reaction
She knew loss and pain; she knew how to change
She found prism in her body and glitter in her veins
Her voice hit the air and the world stopped to stare at a vision of pink
Her emotions laid bare
she reached for the stars where her father had been, and began to
Ascend
Ascend
Ascend!
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8. |
2/21/2015
00:36
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9. |
Eggs and Pencils
03:34
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I could die anytime and this all be over
Terrified by existence, but I'm chillin' on it.
Terrorized by the system 'cause I ain't conformin'
Life is a stage I'm just tryna give a good performance!
Life's hard and then you're gone
And who know what's right or wrong?
I didn't ask for this, but I'mma master this and move on
Eeeny meeny miney mo
Humans suck! We gotta go!
Way too much confusion and pollution for the Earth to grow
Who would've known that we'd get worse over time?
In the scheme of things we've had this rock an blink of an eye
An in the black of an eye a plane could fall from the sky and I could get some shrapnel in my eye!
Isn't that wild? I'm a child go indigo
I'm enlightened by my inner glow
If you're tired of the same old same old then something's gotta go
I'm sayin
Gracias
Danke Shon
Arigato
Xie Xie
Merci
Te amo
These words can send such a sweet message
If you didn't comprehend I'mma say it again! It go
Gracias
Danke Shon
Arigato
Xie Xie
Merci
Te amo
Before it all ends I just wanna make friends
Make my odds even and forgive my sin 'cause
I could die anytime and this all be over
Terrified by existence, but I'm chillin' on it.
Terrorized by the system 'cause I ain't conformin'
Life is a stage I'm just tryna give a good performance!
Life's hard and then you're gone
And who know what's right or wrong?
I didn't ask for this, but I'mma master this and move on
Inky Pinky Ponky
Niggers, Japs and Honkys
Can't forget the faggots right?
Any excuse to divide!
Step aside! Your brain is friend from pleasure pills and poison weed
Body takin' beatings from like very single thing you eat
Day, Night, Rain, Sleet
Bigots never seem to sleep, but I'm not staying up all night to monitor the way you think
All I wanna do is feel safe when I'm walking down the street
You worried bout me?
DEFUND THE POLICE!
Gracias
Danke Shon
Arigato
Xie Xie
Merci
Te amo
Before it all ends I just wanna make friends
Make my odds even and forgive my sin 'cause
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Afroshoujo Arkansas
Magic is a lifestyle! ✨
Mary Neshamah Rowe is an Arkansas native sparking a worldwide movement! A
classically trained vocalist, she brings her ethereal operatic sound to her unique brand of hip hop.
Enchanted in childhood by her older sister’s Sailor Moon VHS collection, she took the Japanese term “Mahou Shoujo” (“Magical Girl”) and customized it to represent Black Girl Magic in its purest form.
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